Wednesday, May 18, 2016

A Post Dedicated To The Regular Soldiers Whom I've Worked With In Army

"The tempering of steel is a lengthy process and men of steel you must be; anything less has no place in the Singapore Artillery"
I've learnt much in Artillery and I couldn't have done it without the command team. While I must move on, I will miss 21SA and the regulars.
I will always remember the fun and kind S1, the hyper S3, the funny Saitama S4 and Ajax SM, the Godly RQ that make things appear from nowhere, the strict but kind HQ SM, the serious and professional RSM that made me feel proud to be a Spec, the intelligent and calm CO, CPT Leo and MSG Loh that protected us while pushing us to learn on our own, CPT Lim that helped me learn through our rigorous discussions about work, MSG Lim the nice and chill guy that provided much needed reprieve time to time and CPT Hong whom I could talk to like a Bro.
On hindsight it seems that taking up additional responsibilities placed me in closer proximity to people outside of B Battery, which provided me with more relationships, learning opportunities and fonder memories. For that, I am very thankful.

This was first posted on my Facebook profile. In addition, I would like to special mention the two most knowledgeable and professional Sergeant and mentors 1SG Nicholas and SSG WX.

Life lessons from my time in the military: Reflections of one who was too serious in his job

For the international readers to better understand my perspective I am a Sergeant in a conscript army. In a conscript army our Artillery Battalion is run entirely by conscripts such as myself. A batch of conscripts to comprise of our Battalion (Officers, Sergeants and men) will comprise of those from the same batch of recruits who enlisted in the army (needless to say) thus, we are often schoolmates back in our schools. I've had impressive subordinates who were accepted into Cambridge and Harvard etc. We're of the same age, with similar life experiences yet in the army we are ''different''. Conscripts often lack the motivation of a soldier who chose to work in an army. Physiologically, many of us aren't even adept to the life in the army. All in all it was a unique experience. 

1. We are capable of much more than we think we can achieve

When an order is issued we are expected to proceed in accordance to our orders. In a real combat situation lives would be at stake. There is no time for procrastination. In addition, we are expected to act as planned on our side. Thus, there are often times when I would find myself faced with feats that seemed... impossible to achieve. However, each time I think I wouldn't survive the ordeal, I eventually survived it. I've marched 24 kilometers with all my equipment, lived a week out in the forest in the mud, marched for nearly 24 hours with a sprained ankle, stayed sufficiently awake for a week to carry out artillery fire with few hours of sleep and lifted dozens upon dozens to 42 kilograms artillery shells each day as we redistributed ammunition. In other units, I've friends who marched over 100 kilometers in a single mission. The point is, when you push yourself, you can accomplish marvelous feats.

2. Effective communication across the entire body of system is critical      

As a Sergeant, I am a commander in the army with a role to enforce discipline as well as to lead other soldiers to accomplish our tasks. From where I come from, the Sergeant is considered as a junior commander whose leadership role is confined to leading the men. The plans are drafted by Officers before they are conveyed to the Sergeants. Thus I had a very unique perspective to the entire system.

As a commander I am instructed on the mission objectives in our exercises. As a junior commander, I also have first-hand access to the complains of the men as we carry out our activities, Being required to carry out the orders from those above in the command chain and deliver the mission objectives into fruition with soldiers of a fundamentally different role from any commander in combat (their primary job is to follow orders without a clue to the bigger picture often as a result of the sensitivity of the information), one must learn to address the men in accordance to this fundamental difference in perspective.

It doesn't make life any easier when one has to lead a bunch of conscripts. One has to deliver his speech in a way to cast their (the conscripts) differences in opinion aside as well as to motivate them to work towards an objective not always within their sight, a feat often met with skepticism from your comrades and once peers and fellow schoolmates. Fear tactics wouldn't work once one is out of the vocational institutes. The hard approach will usually land one with a unmotivated, hateful platoon constantly usurping the authority of the commanders with a rich arsenal of tactics as rich as the creativity of the Human mind.  

Not to mention when the plans of Officers are met with practical difficulties that renders it difficult to achieve in actuality, one has to convey clearly the woes of the men and the impossibility of the task to the Officers to re-evaluate their plans. An unexpected technical difficulty, an unexpected alteration to the terrain or even an accident will require an immediate re-evaluation of tactics. Thus, I've learnt to approach with speed tact and precision in my time as a Sergeant. The success of our missions often relies on the effective communication between the ones on top and below and are facilitated by the ones in the middle.  

3. Improvisation is an essential skill in life

In my time in school perfectionism is a virtue often pursued by most students around me. One can aim for full marks in a science test so a lot of student aim to achieve it. Take the 'A' Levels and we're all told to aim for all As in every subject. Plenty of students do achieve such a score, thus, perfectionism is viewed as a possibility. However, in the practical world one will soon realise that true perfectionism without a blemish from one's expectation is a near impossibility.

Deviations from one's plans is very likely to take place. As I've raised earlier, an unexpected technical difficulty, an unexpected alteration to the terrain or even an accident will require an immediate re-evaluation of tactics. Often, such situations do not warrant the time for one to seek someone else of a senior authority to resolve, other times such situations does not require someone of a senior authority of resolve, sometimes, our mission objectives does not warrant the soldiers with the choice for a different approach. In such situations, one simply must ''Do it'' some way. I remember the time my mechanical projectile lifter was broken when we were evaluated for our exercise, I simply lifted all the rounds myself physically to keep the mission on. Improvisation is a skill just as important as precise formulation of plans.      

Surely some, if not all, of these lessons could be learnt in some other situations. However, for myself, I had the fortune to pick up these lessons from my time in the military as a result of many capable and respectable mentors and commanders. For those hadn't the chance to pick up these valuable lessons from experience I hope this article would be of use to you. 

Artillery, the King of the Battlefield
In Oriente Primus










Wednesday, April 13, 2016

Reading List 130416

Completed:
1. Guns, Germs, And Steel by Jared Diamond.

Reading list from 261215-130416
1. The Third Chimpanzee by Jared Diamond.
2. . Relativity: The Special and General Theory by Albert Einstein (1916) (Paused. Printer broke down, unable to cover remaining sections)

Saturday, March 19, 2016

Realism, Honesty and what it shaped me into

I believe that life is about improvement. Consequently, I believe in the values of realism and honesty. I emphasise the value of realism for I believe in representing a situation as it is. Objectively speaking, a complete picture of the situation enables one to assess the circumstances with the most accuracy and take the most appropriate action to approach one’s goal. Furthermore, acknowledging the existence of one’s weaknesses is the first step towards eliminating it. Realism is critical to the betterment of the system. 

Honesty is a facet of moral character that connotes truthfulness and integrity. Realism cannot exist without truthfulness, neither can actions taken for the betterment of society be executed without integrity from those working towards the noble goal. I believe that in a project when my responsibility constitutes an element of a bigger system, the most logical and effective way to play my part in the system is to fulfil my responsibility in that particular element and, first and foremost, to act within my jurisdiction. A right-hand should not function as the brain nor should the brain function as the right-hand. Accomplishing the objectives within one’s domain will best achieve the team objective. It aligns with my belief in improvement when we work for the right cause.  

These values have influenced the way I approach a problem and handle my relationships, defining my individuality as well as the perception that others have of me. I have become trustworthy. As a subordinate, I am an individual whom others can rely on to accomplish the tasks within my area of expertise and responsibility. I am also one for them to turn to for constructive advice or opinion. As a leader I have become an individual whom others can place their faith in the fact that I would consider all elements to a problem before deciding on a conclusion, taking the most appropriate course of action to meet the ultimate objective.    


My actions in accordance to my values have placed me in conflicts with others to become valuable life lessons with an equally important role in defining the person that I am today. I am continuously learning to become more tactful in my manner of speech such that my constructive criticisms can be delivered in an acceptable manner to others. After all, I provide my criticisms with the intention to improve things to the benefit of everyone around me.       

Saturday, December 26, 2015

Reading List 261215

Completed:
1. Jaina Proudmoore: Tides Of War by Christie Golden
2. World Of Warcraft: Rise Of The Horde by Christie Golden
3. Warcraft: The Last Guardian by Jeff Grubb
4. World Of Warcraft: Tides Of Darkness by Aaron S Rosenberg
5. World of Warcraft: War Crimes by Christie Golden
6. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Osar Wilde

Reading list from 300815-261215
1. Relativity: The Special and General Theory by Albert Einstein (1916) (Paused. Printer broke down, unable to cover remaining sections)
2. Guns, Germs, And Steel by Jared Diamond.

I ought to try to finish everything by the end of the year

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Rurouni Kenshin: The philosophy of Arai Shakku, creator of the Sakabato.

In my opinion, one of the main themes in Rurouni Kenshin revolves around the concept of moral dilemmas: The internal struggle one has to experience in carrying out his actions because of the tremendous influence his actions have on the lives of others (And many times in the chaos of a revolution in its era, tantamount to deciding between the lives and deaths of others). Even despite the eventual success in one's endeavours, a person with a conscience cannot live without the knowledge that his/her actions which had led to his/her success was taken at the cost of others who had opposing ideologies. In this article, I shall elaborate on the moral dilemma faced by the sword creator, Arai Shakku. More about Arai Shakku could be seen in episode 40 of the anime in the video below. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPvbPqCby_w

In the manga/anime Arai Shakku was a blacksmith and creator of weapons in the ranks of the Isshin Shishi and in the times of the Bakumatsu, was the mastermind behind the creation of many swords of his time. In his time he had forged many of the most unique, efficient and deadly weapons, earning himself fame and notoriety as their creator. Upon the completion of his last sword at the end of the revolution (which was ironically a reversed blade sword whose potential for murder is largely diminished) he carved upon the following words on the sword:  

Each blade I have forged has slain me little by little. 
Though my child may despise me, 
It was for my grandchild's generation. 


These few words have spoken volumes of the tremendous emotional turmoil Arai Shakku had to endure in carrying on his role as a blacksmith as well as his infallible resolve in doing what he believes is best for his people. 

Interpretation: 

Contrary to the public scrutiny and opinion of Arai Shakku as an eccentric man obsessed with the creation of better weapons of murder, Arai Shakku was a man keenly aware of consequences of his actions. The knowledge of the consequences would hurt him deeply, as if each weapon he forged had killed a part of him little by little. 

He forged on despite the negative opinion that the public or even his own son possess with regards to his actions, for he believed that his actions would, in the hands of the revolutionaries, in turn bring about a better era for his people. 

Despite drowning amidst the misconceptions of the public opinion, he set his sights on the betterment of his society that would only begin to surface some time into the future, and worked towards that future as he struggled with his conscience. 
      

''Rurouni Kenshin'' or ''Samurai X'' stands as one of the best manga I have ever read. I believe it is a sentiment shared by many, seeing that is an extremely popular manga of its time. Like any masterful piece of literature, there is much to be uncovered and learnt. Rurouni Kenshin deserves to be dissected and scrutinised in many aspects. I shall attempt to uncover the underlying philosophy and hidden beauty of this manga and describe it to the best of my ability. 

Sunday, August 30, 2015

Reading List 300815

Completed:
1. 50 Quantum Physics Ideas you really need to know by Joanne Baker
2. Computing Machinery and Intelligence by A.M.. Turing (1950)
3. The Origins of Quantum Theory by Cathryn Carson
4. Wang Tiles for Image and Texture Generation by Michael F. Cohen, Jonathan Shade, Stefan Hiller, Oliver Deussen
5. Computing with Tiles by Rahul Gopinath, Yonglei Zheng, Madhura Vadvalkar and Junyuan Lin (2011)
6. Tiling Groups for Wang Tiles by Cristopher Moore, Ivan Rapaport and Eric Remila.

Reading list from 040615-300815
1. Jaina Proudmoore: Tides Of War by Christie Golden
2. World Of Warcraft: Rise Of The Horde by Christie Golden
3. Warcraft: The Last Guardian by Jeff Grubb
4. World Of Warcraft: Tides Of Darkness by Aaron S Rosenberg
5. World of Warcraft: War Crimes by Christie Golden
6. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Osar Wilde (Paused)
7. Relativity: The Special and General Theory by Albert Einstein (1916) (Paused)
8. Guns, Germs, And Steel by Jared Diamond.